Angry anyone?

Recently came back to Singapore and decided to give birth here. Going to stay here at home for a long time before going back to France. But, having seen a lot of things that makes me sad. Phyllis and Lynn always having their bad temper, often unhappy because of small things. Like that day, we were happily eating our dinner back at teck whye then because of ling accidentally tilt the fan to fen and the wind blew her hair, fen got angry or kind of irritated. Then ling for some reason, went back to her room looking unhappy and after to found out she was crying. Know that she might be feeling pressurized because of her condition that she has no work now or somehow, feeling sad for something. But hope that everyone is strong enough to pass any tests in life. No matter how well u think other people are, how well off they are, they might be suffering somewhere and u might not know that. Not all people are born with a good life. Everyone will complain about something in life. Even if u are born rich, doesn't mean that u are really happy in ur life.

Once again, I dun know y everyone is blaming themselves for everything. But sometimes, look at things in a different prospect, dun expect the things u wan will go the way u wan it. Sometimes, things happened juz because of communication. U dun communicate well, then things will not go the way u wan it to be.

This time coming back, I notice that things aint the way it used to be. Everyone is getting so nervous and this cause me to get so nervous too. Becos of a small thing, everyone gets nervous. WHY??? Can anyone explain to me? I guess it would be better for me to go back France and come back only for short holidays.

I cannot understand y people cannot treasure the time being together. Did anyone of us make any effort in putting the relationship together? What is holding u back? Jealousy, laziness or simply just ur character that makes u care for no one?

What happen to the bonds between us? I dun wan to get angry for no reason. But, how can I not be...