My pregnancy

This is me, taken when I was 4 months pregnant!

Talking about my pregnancy, I think I'm rather smooth till now. Perhaps i might encounter any problems in the next coming months. But if I'm ask which is the most difficult part for me to handle during pregnancy, I think it should be my mood. Sometimes I woke up and feeling good but i can have my mood swing in juz a minute after. It was rather hard to control those undesirable mood swing. You can just thinking of blasting everything out and make a big fuss about nothing.

Every time when I have those emotional tortures, I yearn for crying and locking myself alone in the room. But I know i just have to control those out bust and do something to make myself feeling better. Every time when I had these feelings, i just feel like going for a run and I know this is inappropriate for me to do it during pregnancy. Instead of jogging, I turn to yoga and swimming. Unfortunately, I miss all my swimming schedule this weeks due either raining or going out. I must force myself to go swimming, at least this can make me feel better and more confidence when it comes to labour.

These few days, I feel my craving for food has slightly increase and I know I have to break down my meals into 5 small meals instead of 3 large meals. But normally, I have my 3 large meals and eating nothing in between. This is a habit for a long time. If i were to eat, I know i will crave on snacks like sweets, crackers or chocolate. I think this is another big problem for me but i have to control my eating habit and not eating so full every meal.

Pregnancy can be difficult as you are restricted to many things such as food and exercise. Vigorous exercise are not meant for me now and food that are harmful are not to be taken into consideration too. I felt restricted but perhaps this is what we called 'Mother love'. For the sake of our baby, we will not take anything which are meant to be harmful to the baby into consideration.

After all, mother is very 'protective' to their children...